falling?

dear U,

it has been like 3 yrs since d last time i met u..and today, i'm sitting right in front of you, i dun hv much to say..sowry, it just that..those eyes..those beutiful eyes, it paralyse me..hmmm...am i falling to you? even so..i will nt be falling to u..cuz...u're way..way too...too...i dun hv d right word right now..bt i juz cant get u, bt i'm happy u're here:')

It's raining in Libya

ah it's raining again,
the same freezing breeze,
the same smell of twist,
i'd sworn that it was so much the same,

pick up the hope jacket,
and maybe the courage umbrella too,
it will be just the same,
more fights and more blood tap,
if we cannot go strong..then we live the pain,

hey friends,
come and grab these arms,
together we are concrete,
we live the spirit and we fight for the kids,
so one day..we can sit in peace and calm,
ah it's raining again

hedayat
0259 hrs
march 25, 2011
  

let's see..

it was july, a fresh one the first time i met her. not a perfect way to declare my existence since i'm juz walking into a shop when he was about to pay for her books. but anyway, seeing someone like her..i was determined to know her and soon after i knew her, i started to get a boost to get her with me. well, i finally did and it was quiet a long relationship with a lot of up and down i mean it..too many up and down. up until 2 years of being together and we decided to call a break. i still remember how she cried, how we kissed, and how i comfort her. i remember the feeling of being alone and sleep on a rusty bus station's stand waiting for the next morning bus. i even remember how'd we say goodbye, the last few word she said knowing that we would not be seeing each other anymore. 

and today, i was browsing through her Facebook noticing that both of us living our lives. she get married to a pilot. a very protective man in my observation. it's good enough to know that she's doing fine..really fine i guess. well as for me, i have to still find ways, climb rocks, fighting waves, fall and get back as usual. i regret that i promised her too many words that i cannot keep. now that i've grown..i learned that man's words are pride. an honor that u must keep. Well, after all we did..i'm still glad that we met. in so many word..i concluded to a wish of happiness and peaceful life.

Congrats on recently having  Darwish:)